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keeping up with time.

Alots happened in the last few months. All of november spent in theropy when not working. Spent thanksgiving at the maldenados with good people. In december i sent my wife home for a week, my car broke down, and my cat died. Spent christmas at home and had a blast. Saw jordan and cody alot and spent lots of times smoking cigs and chilling with family.

Today my cat captain nemo ran away. :(

Things have only gotten worse my wife weights as much as an eight year old child. I fear its only a matter of time till I bury her. I started police shift work. I go in at eleven and leave at ten pm its sad never seeing your half dead wife. Fall is here and soon there will be snow I hope this place doesnt bury me with it. For the last month or so ive had three jobs (navy, ajs, and library) struggling to make a living. Maybe oneday my wife and everyone will relize how hard im trying. Is it all worth it only time will tell.

Now

I graduated aschool now im an MA. I came home after sleepin in the airport. Went to the blooming festival and spent time with my parents. Now im in maine but stationed at portsmouth nh. Kittery maine is beautiful and spending time with my wife means the world. Hannahs weight is dwendling and im scared but who knows what will happen ether she gets better or I leave this world with her. I love you hannah only godand you truely know how much.

Reflection.

I graduated bootcamp on a Friday and got married soon after. I left the next morning like one am for the airport. My plane stopped in Atlanta then reboarded to get to San Antonio Texas. The weather here is cold in the morning and hot in the afternoon. The concept sounds lovely but its not. Lackland airforces base is beautiful but its not greatlakes. airforce basic is a lot easier than the navys. The base is incredibly huge with tons of things to do and the food is amazing. I just miss my wife.

so,

so the months have flown by,…..lots of canadian hunter lots of crazy times…..
found out my parents had a liquor stache. worked at outback a-ton finally put in my two week notice. the last few months have flown by literally. saw corey and went tons of places with cody, jordan, mallory, and my girl. Had christmas i got AMERICAN HEROS… and the ultimite mans worst case scenario guide a walmart and target gift card and ae socks. it was one of the most memorable christmas’s ill ever have. Went and saw the Pipkins. Played lots of Call of Duty Black Ops, and saw my sister sometimes………………… i love you hannah through it all.

oh yea and lots of times with meg and daniel.
p.s. i love there baby.

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friday took josh to outback surprized him with the bday icecream. my mom met hans parents. went to grocery store. sat woke up wentto trunk or treat someone mystaked me for being hans moms husband. hans mom and chris and the girls came over to our house. cooked turkey burgers. and then pollopoluza. sunday went to hans gmas ate soup. played josh in mlb. went to meghans house for the halloween party and had a blast. by far the best weekend ever.